The Medical Marijuana Magazine


The DEA Wishes Me a Nice Day

By Peter McWilliams

On December 17, 1997, I was working in my living room-office on my computer next to a fire -- sort of high-tech meets Abe Lincoln. It was not yet dawn, and I had been working most of the night. Leonard Coen's "Famous Blue Raincoat" begins, "It's four in the morning, the end of December." It's a special time of night and a special time of year. The rest of the world has gone quite mad with Christmas, and I am left blessedly alone to get some work done.

A hard pounding on the door accompanied by shouts of "Police! Open Up!" broke the silence, broke my reverie, and nearly broke down the door. I opened the door wearing standard writer's attire, a bathrobe, and was immediately handcuffed. I was taken outside my house while Drug Enforcement Administration (DEA) agents ran through my house, guns drawn, commando-style. They were looking, I suppose, for the notorious, well-armed, highly trained Medical Marijuana Militia. To the DEA, I am the ruthless Godfather of the notorious Medicine Cartel. Finding nothing, they took me back into my home, informed me I was not under arrest, and ordered me -- still in handcuffs -- to sit down. I was merely being "restrained," I was told, so the DEA could "enforce the search warrant."

However, no search warrant was immediately produced. Over time, one page after another of the warrant was placed on a table nearby. I was never told the reasons a federal judge thought it important enough to override the Fourth Amendment of the Supreme Law of the Land and issue search warrants for my Los Angeles home of eleven years, my new home (two doors away), and the offices of my publishing company, Prelude Press, about a mile away. The reasons, I was told, were in an affidavit "under seal."

In other words, I have no way of determining whether this is a "reasonable" search and seizure. The DEA agents could have written the judge, "We've never seen the inside of a writer's house before and we'd like to have a look. Also, those New York federal judges are very touchy about letting us go into New York publishing houses, so can we also have a look at Prelude Press here in L.A.?" Whatever the reason, I was in handcuffs, and the nine DEA agents and at least one IRS Special Agent put on rubber gloves and systematically went through every piece of paper in my house. (Were the rubber gloves because I have AIDS, or are they just careful about leaving fingerprints?)

I should point out, as I promised them I would, that I was never "roughed up." The DEA agents were, at all times, polite, if not overtly friendly.

During the three hours of their search, the DEA agents asked me tentative, curious questions about my books, as though we had just met at an autographing party. They admired my artwork, as though they were invited guests into my home. They called me by my first name, although I am old enough to be the parent of any of them.

A DEA _Special_ Agent (not just one of those worker-bee agents) made it a point to tell me that the DEA has a reputation for busting into people's homes, physically abusing them, and destroying property, all in the name of "reasonable search and seizure." This, he reminded me on more than one occasion, was not taking place during this search and seizure. I agreed, and promised to report that fact faithfully. I have now done so.


I suppose the DEA considers this a step up, and I suppose I agree, but there was an eerie, perhaps more frightening aspect about having bright (for the most part), friendly, young people systematically attempting to destroy my life. I do not use the word "destroy" lightly. DEA agents are trained to fight a war, the War on Drugs, and in that war I am the enemy -- a fact I readily admit. The DEA, therefore, fights me with the only tools it has -- going through my home, arresting me, putting me in jail for the rest of my life, asset-forfeiting everything I own, selling it, and using the money to hire more DEA agents to fight the War on Drugs. From these young people's point of view, invading my home is an act of patriotism.

In a DEA agent's mind, because I have spoken out against the War on Drugs, I'm not just an enemy, but a traitor. In 1993, I published _Ain't Nobody's Business If You Do: The Absurdity of Consensual Crimes in Our Free Country_. In this libertarian tome -- endorsed by a diverse group including Milton Friedman, Hugh Downs, Archbishop Tutu, and Sting -- I explored in some detail the War on Drugs' unconstitutionality, racism, anti-free market basis, deception, wastefulness, destructiveness, and un-winability. I see it as one of the darkest chapters in American history, and certainly the greatest evil in our country today.

My view is at odds, obviously, with the last line of DEA Administrator Thomas Constantine's 1995 essay, "The Cruel Hoax of Legalization":

"Legalizing drugs is not a viable answer or a rational policy; it is surrender." According to Administrator Constantine, I and "many proponents of drug legalization," are "wealthy members of the elite who live in the suburbs and have never seen the damage that drugs and violence have wrought on poor communities, and for whom legalization is an abstract concept." An abstract concept such as life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

Given my outspoken opposition to the Drug War, I shouldn't be surprised that the DEA wanted to search my home. The Drug War is another Viet Nam.

Most of the drug warriors know it, and they have no intention of losing this war and becoming the homeless people so many Viet Nam veterans have tragically become. Smart drug warriors. So, to the DEA, I'm part of the nation's enemy. And I must admit, by DEA standards, I have been pretty bad.

But when I got sick, I got even worse.

In mid-March 1996 I was diagnosed with both AIDS and cancer. (Beware the Ides of March, indeed.) I had not smoked marijuana or used any other illicit drug for decades prior to this (a decision I now regret). But since 1996 I owe my life to modern medical science and to one ancient herb.

And so I became an outspoken advocate of medical marijuana. In 1996, before the passage of California Proposition 215 (the Medical Marijuana Act), I donated office space to a cannabis club so it could sell marijuana to the sick. I also started the _Medical Marijuana Magazine_ on-line in February 1997; testified in favor of medical marijuana before the California Medical Examiners Board and the National Academy of Sciences; and appeared as a medical marijuana advocate in or on numerous media, including CNN, MSNBC, _The Los Angeles Times_, Associated Press, United Press International, CBS Radio Network, and dozens more.

For a sick guy, I've been around. (Actually, I've been around, and that's how I got to be a sick guy, but that's another story.) Most disturbing to the DEA, I would guess, was my strong criticism of it in a two-page ad I placed in the December 1, 1997, _Daily Variety_. I denounced Administrator Constantine's threat to criminally investigate the creators of _Murphy Brown_ for Murphy's fictional use of medical marijuana. Having made comments such as, "The DEA gives the phrase 'ambulance chasing' a whole new meaning," I'm surprised it took the DEA 17 days to find my house -- but, then, they are part of the government.


About two weeks before my DEA Christmas visitation, the _Medical Marijuana Magazine_ on-line announced it would soon be posting portions of a book on medical marijuana that I've been working on, _A Question of Compassion: An AIDS Cancer Patient Explores Medical Marijuana_. My publishing company announced that books would ship in January. This brings us back to my computer and the DEA agents' almost immediate interest in it.

My computer and its backup drives, which the DEA also took, contained my entire creative output -- most of it unpublished -- for the nearly two years since my diagnosis. My central project has been the above-mentioned book and a filmed documentary with the same title. Being a fair, balanced, objective view of medical marijuana in the United States, the book is scathingly critical of the DEA.

So they took the computer, backup copies of my computer files, and most of my research materials on medical marijuana. William F. Buckley, Jr. said, "That is the equivalent of entering _The New York Times_ and walking away with the printing machinery." If I don't get my computer and files back, it will take at least six months additional work to get back to where I was, and redoing creative work is disheartening at best.

Not only am I in shock from having been invaded and seeing my "children" kidnapped (writers have an odd habit of becoming attached to their creative output), but every time I go for something -- from a peanut butter cup to a magazine -- it's not there. Something is there, but it's not what was there 24 hours earlier. Everything reeks of nine different fragrances -- like the men's cologne department at Macy's. My address books were also taken -- not copied, taken. As you can imagine, all this is most disorienting, especially for a born-again marijuana addict like me.

How the DEA Works

A few random observations:

* While rummaging through my publishing company, a DEA agent told the publishing staff, "You guys had better start looking for new jobs. If the DEA doesn't take this place for marijuana, the IRS will. The government will own this place in six months." Such a statement does not just have a chilling effect on a publishing company; it is like putting an iceberg in front of the Titanic.

* The DEA took a microcassette tape from the recorder next to my bed. On the tape I had dictated a letter to President Clinton (dictating to President Clinton in bed seemed appropriate), asking him to rise above politics and show his compassion by making medical marijuana available to the sick. I may never get to mail that letter now, but I certainly hope the DEA agent who listens to it will transcribe it and send it to his or her boss's (Constantine) boss's (Reno) boss (Clinton).

* I have precisely three porn magazines in my house, hidden deep away in my sock drawer. (Who has enough socks to fill a whole drawer?) The magazines were removed from their stash and placed on top of random objects before photographing them. A jury, looking at these photographs, would think I have pornography all over the place. Frankly, I don't mind if a jury thinks this, because my view of pornography agrees completely with that of Oscar Levant: "It helps."

* When the DEA agents found a collection of _Playboy_s at the offices of Prelude Press (the Playboy Forum is, in fact, one of the best anti-prohibition information sources around), I am told (as I was not there) that three of the male DEA agents spent a great deal of time testosteronistically pawing through and making typically sexist comments about portions of the magazine that have nothing to do with drugs -- but that are obviously addictive nonetheless.

* An invasion of nine people into the world of someone with a suppressed immune system is risky at best. DEA agents come into contact with criminals and other DEA agents from all sorts of international places with all sort of diseases. Some of these diseases don't infect their young federal bodies, but the agents pass them along. I think of certain strains of tuberculosis, deadly to people with AIDS and rampant in certain quarters -- quarters where I make it a point not to go, but quarters in which the DEA seems to thrive. Since my diagnosis, I have lived the life of a near hermit, especially during flu season, which is now. Thundering into my sterile home surrounded by the clean air of Laurel Canyon (yes, I'm a Lady of the Canyon) is the equivalent of germ warfare. At least two of the agents were sniffling or coughing. Six of them handled me in some way. I kept flashing back to the U.S. Cavalry passing out smallpox-infested blankets to shivering Native Americans. Have these people no sense of the struggle AIDS people's bodies have in fighting even ordinary illnesses, and the lengths some of us go to avoid unnecessary exposure to infection?

(Naïve American question, huh?)


Philosophically, or at least stoically, one could say all this is part of my research into medical marijuana and those who oppose it -- especially into those who oppose it. The problem is that I'm not sure what I've learned. Two scenarios surface, each more frightening than the other.

_Scenario One:_ The DEA, angered by my criticism and fearful of more, decided to intimidate me -- and to have a free peek at my book in the bargain.

_Scenario Two:_ In July 1997, the DEA invaded the home of Todd McCormick, destroyed his marijuana research plants (one of which had been alive since 1976), took his computer (which had notes for a book he is writing), and has not yet returned it. Perhaps the DEA -- caught in a blind, bureaucratic feeding frenzy -- is just now, five months later, getting around to investigating my connection as possible financier of Todd's "Medical Marijuana Mansion" or even -- gasp! -- that I grew some marijuana for myself. This means that in order to justify the arrest of Todd McCormick, a magnificent blunder, they are now coming after me, a magnificent blubber.

Whichever scenario is correct, if the DEA and IRS have their way I may spend the rest of my life in a federal prison, all expenses paid (and deaths from AIDS-related illnesses can be very expensive, indeed). Truth be told, prison doesn't particularly frighten me. All I plan to do the rest of my life is create things -- write, mostly. I've been everywhere I want to go. It's my time of life for didactic pontificating. It is a phase writers go through immediately preceded by channel surfing and immediately followed by channel surfing. Or hemlock.

If the DEA has seized my computer to silence me, it has failed, as I hope this article illustrates. The DEA's next oppressive move, then, would be to arrest me.

(Some have cautioned me about assassination, which I find difficult to comprehend -- but then I thought my book was so safe I didn't even have a backup in a Public Storage locker somewhere. I should, I suppose, state that I am not in any way suicidal about this -- or anything else, for that matter. So if I should die before the DEA wakes and they claim my death was a suicide, don't you believe it. I plan to go about as quietly into that good night as Timothy Leary did. Still, as a naïve American, this concern is far from my mind.)

If the DEA intends to come after me as the financier of Todd McCormick's medical marijuana empire, the DEA knows full well I took credit for that immediately after Todd's arrest -- which made a lie of the DEA's claim that Todd purchased his "mansion" with "drug money." Yes, I gave him enough money to rent the ugliest house in Bel-Air and, being Todd McCormick, he grew marijuana there. The money I gave him was an advance for a book on cultivating marijuana.

Todd cannot use medical marijuana as a condition of his bail-release. He is drug-tested twice weekly. He cannot go to Amsterdam where he could legally find relief from the pain of cancer. Todd now faces life imprisonment -- a ten-year mandatory minimum -- and a $4 million fine, for cultivating medical marijuana, which is specifically permitted under the California Compassionate Use Act of 1996.

The DEA, at the federal level, and California Attorney General Dan Lungren (with Governor Pete Wilson smiling his approval from on high) should have opposed Proposition 215 in court. In court they had the right -- and the responsibility, if they truly believed it a bad law -- to challenge the law and ask a judge to stay its enactment. They did not. Instead, the DEA is fighting its War on Drugs in the sickrooms of Todd, me, and countless others.

Our government is not well.

What our Patriots Are Doing Today As I write this, I feel myself in mortal combat with a gnarly monster. Then I remember the human faces of the kind people who tried to make me comfortable with small talk as they went through my belongings as neatly as they knew how.

It reminds me, painfully, that the War on Drugs is a war fought by decent Americans against other decent Americans, and that these people rifling through my belongings really are America's best -- bright young people willing to die for their country in covert action. It takes a special kind of person for that, and every Republic must have a generous number of them in order to survive.

But instead of our best and our brightest being trained to hunt down terrorist bombs or child abductors -- to mention but two useful examples -- our misguided government is using all that talent to harass and arrest Blacks, Hispanics, the poor, and the sick -- the casualties in the War on Drugs, the ones who, to quote Leonard Coen again, "sank beneath your wisdom like a stone." It is the heart of the evil of a prohibition law in a free country.

After all, picking on someone with AIDS and cancer is a little redundant, don't you think?

On the way out, one of the DEA agents said, "Have a nice day."

I believe the comment was sincere.




Answering the Unanswerable Questions about Drugs In his essay "The Cruel Hoax of Legalization," DEA Administrator Thomas Constantine throws down the gauntlet: "Let's ask proponents some of the hard questions that arise from their simplistic proposal." All right, let's.

Here, then, in order, are all the withering questions Administrator Constantine dares us, the "legalizers," to answer. I shall venture where wise men have already tread and submit myself to the Administrator's withering scrutiny.

_"Would we legalize all drugs -- cocaine, heroin, and LSD, as well as marijuana?"_


_"Who could obtain these drugs -- only adults?"_

As with cigarettes and alcohol, sale would be restricted to adults, but we can't pretend children will have any less access to drugs when they are legal than they do today when they are not. We can hope only that if we tell kids the truth about drugs -- all drugs -- they will listen when we advise them not to take any drugs, except medicines, until their nervous systems are fully developed. As with driving a car, voting, or not having to learn anymore, some pleasures are reserved for adults. Those young people who do not follow this sound advice will at least have access to the information necessary to distinguish between drugs that are the least harmful (marijuana) and those that are the are most harmful (inhaling airplane glue, PCP and, long-term, tobacco) and experiment accordingly.

_"Who would distribute these drugs -- private companies, doctors or the government?"_

Oh, not the government, please. Did you ever try to buy a bottle of good wine in a state where alcohol is sold only in government-run stores? "Red wine is in the cooler over there, white wine is over here, and pink wines are in the middle." So, please, not the government.

Doctors should certainly be able to prescribe whatever medication they think patients need, but most drug use is recreational and educational, not medicinal.

That leaves -- hooray! -- "private companies." Yes, free enterprise, capitalism, the open market will take care of manufacture and distribution, create new jobs, and remove the criminal element almost overnight. We could expect private firms to compete to provide the safest drugs -- as well as the least expensive. Best of all, it won't cost the taxpayers a cent. In fact, the drug companies will even pay taxes. This may not be a comfortable thought to Administrator Constantine -- who uses "libertarian" and "open society" as pejoratives, the way Senator McCarthy used "communist" -- but capitalism is the economic system we fought a 40-year Cold War to maintain, so why not use it?

_"Should the inner city be the central distribution point, or should we have drug supermarkets in Scarsdale, Chevy Chase, and the Main Line?"_

What a fascinating plan to rejuvenate the inner cities! Since the War on Drugs turned ghettos into war zones and death traps, why not let the inner cities profit from the influx of entrepreneurial money that is sure to follow legalization? Turn every Enterprise Zone into a Legal Drug Zone. The trouble with this plan, of course, is that it would require a government program, which means things will only get worse.

Enough government meddling. Legalize drugs and let the free market determine where the drug supermarkets will be, just as it determines the location of bars, liquor stores, and pharmacies.

_"How much are we willing to pay to address the costs of increased drug use?"_

The Administrator just doesn't get it, does he? The costs of "increased drug use" -- should there be any increased drug use, and should there be any costs involved with this increased use -- would be borne by the individual users, who would no longer be paying outrageously inflated drug prices and who would get to keep the taxes normally collected and wasted on the $50-billion-a-year War on Drugs.

_"How will we deal with the black market that will surely be created to satisfy the need for cheaper, purer drugs?"_

No, no, Administrator Constantine, it's called a "free market" -- not a "black market." A black market is _what we have now_ because you and your Special Agents have driven a much-demanded commodity underground.

Legalization will create a free market again, where drugs will be pure, dosages known, strength uniform, and prices very reasonable, as determined by the laws of supply and demand. (As Director Constantine is obviously not a reading man, perhaps someone should send him a videotape of Milton Friedman's PBS series _Free to Choose_. Label it "Advanced Drug Intervention Techniques," just to make sure he watches it.)

_"And when the legalizers answer all these questions, ask them this: . . ."_

Oh, boy, the $50-billion, 700,000-prisoner question. Give me a moment to compose myself. All right, Administrator Constantine, shoot. No, wait, I mean, _give_ me the question.

_" . . . Can we set up a pilot legalization program on your block?"_

Oh, absolutely! I'll make a fortune just selling roadmaps to my neighborhood. In fact, I'll finance the whole endeavor. Give me a government-guaranteed monopoly on legal drug sales for, say, the next five years. Consider it your "pilot program." I'll let you know how it works out.

Alas, it is painfully evident that Administrator Constantine, having spent a lifetime in governmental bureaucracy, simply does not understand there is no need for a "pilot legalization program" -- any more than we needed a "pilot let-women-vote program" in 1920 or a "pilot make-alcohol-legal-again program" in 1933. The government needs only to get out of the way and let the free market take it from there.

Thus endeth Administrator Constantine's series of questions no "legalizer" could possibly endure. As none of my answers are in any way new, one must wonder if the Administrator has ever read any of these answers before. In this country alone, they go back to Thomas Jefferson ("A wise and frugal Government, which shall restrain men from injuring one another, shall leave them otherwise free to regulate their own pursuits of industry and improvement"), didn't miss Lincoln ("A prohibition law strikes a blow at the very principles upon which our government was founded"), and even touched George Bush when William Bennett wasn't around ("You cannot federalize morality").

(I plan to stage _Othello_ someday with George Bush as Othello, William Bennett as Iago, and drugs as Desdemona.)